On the Bomb that Went off in Bogota Last Friday

iglesia de Lourdes
Lourdes, Bogotá.


For those of you who haven’t heard, a small bomb went off last Friday (June 20, 2021) in Bogota. It only injured 3 people and broke a bunch of windows so the damage wasn’t awful. But a bomb is a bomb.

This isn’t the first bomb I have experienced. Even when you’re far away, a bomb in your city is something you experience with violence. First you feel the shock of the news, and once it settles in you have to make those awful, awful phone calls to everyone you love. The phone rings and rings as you’re praying to God that the person answers, and no matter how hard you try to ignore it in the back of your head you’re fearing the worse. Then you get an answer, and it’s as if the weight of the world has just fallen off your shoulders, and you realize you had had a giant lump in your throat that wasn’t letting you breathe the whole time. And still, the relief doesn’t last for long because you feel the anger and shock in your loved one’s voice. Because you learn that your uncle was on a bus a block away from the bomb, that your dad’s cousin had been to El Nogal that day but had decided to leave early, that you shouldn’t worry because your brother had gone away for the weekend and he wasn’t in the city when it happened.

I’ve been lucky enough to not know anyone who’s died because of a bomb, and I was lucky that the only bomb I have experienced first hand was nothing serious. Still, I was really shaken up. I got home feeling jittery and nervous. My hands were all shaky and I felt a strange hyperness. I kept thinking about Lourdes. I had passed by it minutes before the explotion and through the taxi window I remember thinking that I loved how there were always people hanging out there. I was in a supermarket really close by when the bomb went off and it stopped us all in our tracks. People went outside but we couldn’t see anything. A woman kept saying it was a bomb and I kept saying it wasn’t because there were no sirens. “That’s what a bomb sounds like,” she said, but I didn’t want to believe her. It makes me sad that people know what a bomb sounds like. We kept refusing to believe it until we got home and turned on the radio.

I feel stupid for having been so shaken up. It was a small bomb, and nothing big happened. But I keep thinking about the police and the 24 year-old civilian who got hurt. Just like that, in a second, everything changes. It’s terrifying.

I keep telling myself that I’m being silly and dramatic, that it wasn’t that big of a deal. I know, I know, it could’ve been much, much worse. I know, it was only three people…

But three people are three people too many.


5 thoughts on “On the Bomb that Went off in Bogota Last Friday

  1. Firstly, are you ok?

    I’ve got to say that I’m pretty sheltered here in Singapore where there are not much violence around. Not that there isn’t any, it’s just not as much as elsewhere so I’m pretty comfortable walking back home in the dark even after midnight.

    So the idea that you are in a place where a bomb is seen as common is frankly speaking quite scary to me. I hope that it does not happen again and that you be safe always.

    Cheers! 🙂

    1. Thank you Sha! Yeah don´t worry, I’m fine, I was more shaken up than anything.
      It had been so long since it happened and most people are in the mentality that the peace process is coming along, so I think everyone was shaken up a bit. It´s complicated because we´re still in a civil war, but we´ve made so much progress towards safety and peace that no one expects these things to happen anymore.

      It’s so great that you feel always feel safe in Singapore!! I hope we get to that point soon!

  2. its not stupid to feel stupid and with fear after a bomb explodes near you. the feeling of impotence and confusion is something that crushes you. unfortunly again this things happens in the country you love and in the city that claims to be the one, but no way, this kind of events overwhelms your spirit. You try to be calm, to evaluate the dimensions of the efects, so you try to surpass the moment, psychologically “controlled”, so you don’t panic and return home, kind of safe with your cousin and your mother, and try to see some worl cup football game on the TV.

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